Easy come, easy go

I wanted to write something since my sister’s wedding, but the whole October and November have been very messy and out of control, not that i’m not trying to control myself, but the mind is just like acting on its own, yea i don’t know what i’m talking either (see, one proof!).

This semester, my life is damned with Number Theory, Statistics 2, Fundamental of Electronics, Ho Chi Minh’s Ideology and Software Requirements. I was very eager at first with Number Theory because it sounds kinda interesting, but things keep turning out to be out of order and it has exactly as much theory as mentioned in its name, or maybe i’m just too stupid to learn maths, why the heck did i choose Computer Science before :(… Well the same effects happen to Fundamental of Electronics, luckily the professor of Statistics 2 is cute and very eager when explaining stuffs tho’ his English is not very good, but one morning i skipped class and the next day things just turned out as messy as the other 2 mentioned above. So in sum up, HCM’s Ideology and Software Requirements are the only 2 i’m keeping on going now, but i swear to god i could never be tamed by courses such as HCM’s Ideology, too much saying (which is vague) but nothing practical and lots of bullshit constraints! So once more summing up, only Software Requirements is the course i’m working real hard, and i’m still working hard on it. But sometimes it’s just boring if your teammates may not get involved and just want to push everything on you. I got angry once with a teammate,  i almost yelled when he started to say sorry, and my weak point is that i melt everytime people say sorry. Up to now, he has been more volunteering, good sight.

Well so as you can know now, this semester is a total mess to me, i had to cheat in midterm exams to pass, i felt so ashamed, i hated myself but really couldn’t do anything about that, i’ve never felt that bad before :(..

Leaving school behind, i have been talking to friends a lot, i had many crushes, but not many last for more than 2 weeks, after all i couldn’t realize myself who the hell could be my love or who could ever love a person like me. Anyway the good point is i now found out the one i’d love definitely should be a smiling person, not romance person, not sad person, not drama queen, just smile, i’ll be hypnotized. Yeah you’re telling me to go meet someone in asylums, but who knows, i may fall for someone in an asylum ha ha

Just had 2 days camping with my classmates, it’s always lots of laughs having the dudes (which is including the girls already) around, how i wish a reunion day very soon with the PSU ones.

** Some online excitements i had for the last few weeks:

1/ Buylife.org — It’s a fund raising website that “killed” the digital life of several celebrities, which means their facebooks and twitters will stop updating news, only until enough funding is reached ($1M is the threshold). I think the idea is very new and the photos of “dead” celebrities are very brilliant (they may have taken them off now because the threshold was reached), the target is the fans, which is huge and always very enthusiastic, perfect match!

2/ 8tracks.com — It’s a radio and for god’s sake it’s FREE. I have been using Last.fm for 2 years and has always wished there were a free version of such online radio that could cater my music desire. This 8tracks thing is like a playlist made by the users, but i don’t know why the users there have very good taste of music, like every playlist fits my ears so well. I could get to know many new bands and songs too.

3/ http://photo4d.blogspot.com/ — Just an introduction of a film camera which could take 3D pictures, i love the pictures but seems like nobody’s with me lol

Well last but not least, i recorded a cover of one of my Linkin’ Park favorites, In Pieces. Use the headphones if you don’t want to annoy the surroundings. Big kiss :*

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